walang kadala dala.
pero okay lang, sanay nanaman ako masaktan eh. whaat. T_T
err. i miss my friends. it's not that i don't see them everyday. it's just that we're drifting apart. it hurts me that other people tell me to give up already because this fight's not worth fighting for. "dapat ngayon alam mo na na hindi totoong friends over boys. eventually matututunan mo din yan pag naranasan mo na." amp. this is b*llsh*t. i mean, i've been through relationships before. but i never left my friends behind. ewan ko, pero parang ang sakit naman nun kung magpapaka plastik ka jan na mahal na mahal mo yung friends mo tapos ipagpapalit mo naman sila. ano naman kaya feeling ng kaibigan mo. ughhh. i was told by a friend recently, "tapos pag may kailangan ikaw din naman lalapitan." this struck me. kasi naman, this is what i'm feeling right now. haay. ewan ko na. i don't want to give up. i swear. but i have my own limitations too. i'm not asking THEM to leave their other friends. kaya lang, wag naman sana kami itaboy. na parang feeling tuloy namin may kasama kang iba, kaya pinapaalis mna kami. ampp. samantalang dati. haaayyy.
unlonely nights..
romantic moments..
the love, the love,
what about them????
today was aryt. not bad, pero i can't say na it's better that these past few days. haaay. last night, i watched the replay of the last season of one tree hill. nalungkot ako, shempre. ganon naman talaga. usually, endings are painful. so as goodbyes. ayoko na dugtungan pa ng "start of a new beginning.". para kasing ang plastik. raar.
so sabi nila, i don't have to give up (regarding sa past posts ko) sa kanya. meron naman daw kasing patutunguan. hahaha. (LOOOOL!!!!!) that was pure hard crap. masakit mang tanggapin, pero wala na kong magagawa. (sorry coffee crumble, ch!ch at kamshi.) pero muka na kong t*nga eh. nako naman. isa lang react ko jan eh, *ASAAAAAA*. hahaha. pero honestly, kahit madami dumadating, ayaw ko palitan eh. labo ko noh? hahaha. gets niyo ba? =)))) iba kasi siya eh. no one made me feel like this before. i swear. ibang iba. ;)
and it's wrong for me to feel this way.