it's all coming back to me.
"paikot-ikot na nalilito, bat ganto?"
my first day.
yay! i saw my pearlshakes again! sa totoo lang, they were a huge factor why i felt that my summer was incomplete. nakoo, kung nakagimik lang sana kami non. baka mas naging masaya pa yung summer ko. pero it's over, i can't do anything to replay my summer days. oh weeeelll, the first person i saw was nina. i'm so happy for her. jean grey finally saw wolverine again after a long long summer vacation. =) they're one of the couples i'm glad i met. my tagum. uhh, ang init ng classroom namin, nakoo. i saw my former classmates again. some were replaced. but most remained. then i saw him. to all who's reading this, sana naman kahit nababasa niyo to, wag nalang kayo mag react pag nakita niyo ko at sisigaw na "uy kai, crush mo parin pala si.."? nakoo. HINDI NAAA! it felt good when he noticed me. haha. for a change, siya naman unang bumati. i don't know..basta i felt glad because we're still classmates. for some uknown reasons, i feel special when he's around. oh ano, react nanaman kayo. kakagulat ba. hmmp. : miss grace (as in the former sub-unit head for the higher highschool levels) is our adviser. at first i thought that i was doomed, but when she introduced herself i felt relieved. haha. relieved because my adviser cared. not like the other advisers na wala lang, pag may activity hinahayaan yung students. i'm not saying na hindi mabuti yung mga ganung advisers. i understand na busy ang mga teachers namin and they don't have enough time for a little bit of everything. but i prayed..na sana supportive talaga maging adviser namin. like our former adviser, sir rene. =) i'm glad na ganun si miss grace. then the rest of the day turned out to be normal. the typical first day-i-missed-my-friends-so-much-day. hahaha. ang difference nga lang, iba pala pag second year. we were blinded by many requirements already. not like when we were in first year, orientation lang talaga buong araw pag first day. but i guess that's life. sometimes tomorrow has to be harder than today. haha. then i went home. nag ol ako. tapos....................hay. blanko. kakatakot, baka mahusgahan nanaman ako. well, all i can say is i'm confused. up to now. confused parin ako. kasi bakit ngayon pa..kung kelan nakahanap na ko ng makakatulong sakin pra kalimutan siya..talaga bang gusto niya ko pahirapan? hay.
if only i have met you before,
when no one else was knocking on my door
i'll let you in my heart.
cuz maybe that's the start
of a promise that we'll never be apart..