unexpected, what you did to my heart.
..at the beginning.:)
awww, memries. :')
so today was not that bad, but yesterday is still better. :(
i went to school yesterday to watch the recognition. and there i saw my most loved people.:)
first i went to may tropa, then bonded with my twinn. <3
err, i'm so twisted to post right now. i feel like there's much to say but i can't say it here. i really admire those people who are unafraid to show their heart out to the whole wide web. haay. just wish i could do the same. sadly, i'll be affecting people. which i don't like to happen, since *#)% (^ *&)$(@ *$ ) % #*%%-*#&$^$%#@ person again. haha! censored stuff. :)) so there, i've been dealing with people whom i don't really like lately. and i don't know how to interact with them. funny, i look stupid everytime they strike a conversation with me for i don't really know what to say. :)) :)) it would be a lot easier if we could just say "hey i don't like talking to you, so don't talk to me." :)) but then, that would be mean again. so i'm taking back what i said. :) awwwwww. poor post, so random and unorganized. >:)
your love is the greatest gift i'd like to have on my birthday.15
goodbye, SY o7-o8. :)
aww, wala na TC. pero i'm not here to post about that. :)) :))
first of summer. :D
so yun, after nung last exams umalis na kami papuntang bora. yung travel ng barko, 8 hours. first time ko sumakay ng barko. :)) pagkagising ko, nasa romblon na kami. papalipas kami ng good friday dun. :D tas yun, dinalaw namin mga lola ko. :)) kakatawa pala sa province, halos lahat ng makakasalubong mo kamag anak mo pala. kahit mayor! =)) tas natulog kami sa hotel na may pool. ang sarap ng calamansi juice dun! tamang tama ang timpla. :)) tas good friday, nagcheck out kami sa hotel para kela lola matulog. kakatakot yung bahay na yun, ang laki laki kasi. biruin niyo, 20 kami tas nagkasya kaming lahat dun. tas ang daming nakahang na old pics ng mga ninuno namin. kaya scary talaga! tas ang aga namin gumising para magspeedboat to bora. ayun, nakakahilo. :)) kaya kumanta nalang kami ng kumanta ng mga pinsan ko, to ease the boredom. :)) then yun, nakarating kami sa bora. naglunch kami ng sisig. then nagpalit na kami ng summer gear namin. naglalakadlakad para makakita ng artista. tas nakita namin si phoemela barranda, roxanne(tanduay:)), bianca king at victor basa. then nag ice monster ako. :)) memries. :P tapos natulog, kasi nalaman ko na maraming banda sa gabi. then ginising ako para magbanana boat. ang corney. mas astig parin sa puerto. tas nagflying fish kami! habang nagfflying fish kami kumakanta kami ng bitiw kasi andun yung little cousin ko, tas wala talagang bitawan! :)) then yun. nagswim swim ng onti. bumili ng shake. tas nakita namin si gab ng parokya at si jamila ng pbb. tas nagpic pic sa sunset. tas nanood kina ravier at maja. nagsayaw silang low. :)) :)) tas umuwi para maligo. then nagdinner sa dmall. tas nagbar hopping. :)) tas nanood na ng mga banda. after ng kazee, nagbar hopping ulit with cousins. :)) ayun lang naman ata. :)) text niyo nalang ako for further details. =))=))
all that i want to do is to hold you forever, forever and ever.
tell myself i'd stop everyday.
..knowing that i won't.
Redundancy. according to white chowci, ito ang noun form ng redundant, which means paulitulit. sometimes, redundancy can be bad. boring, nakakasawa.
annoying na din kung minsan. gaya ng paulit ulit na sermon ng nanay, sigaw ng tatay, away sa classroom. mga bading na nakakairita ang ugali. parang ****. badtrip to, lalo na pag may pms ka tas parang gusto mong sapakin lahat ng taong makakasalamuha mo. yung tipong, sinabi mo na ngang later na, ang kulit kulit padin. i know that i can be an example of a reduntant person. pero sorry naman. haha! kakairita din yung ibang kanta, SOBRANG PAULITULIT yung lyrics. taena. ang sarap sumigaw ng 'i get the point dude!' kaya lang maooffend yung writer. naghirap naman sila dun kahit papano diba? kahit REDUNDANT.
. .sometimes, redundancy can be gooood.
lalo na pag ang sarap pakinggan ng paulit ulit. like 'i love you' ng taong mahal mo, 'hindi kita ipagpapalit' ng bestfriend mo, mga compliments na kahit paulitulit ay alam mo na hinding hindi ka magsasawa. redundancy is also good kung makakatulong siya sayo. like paulitulit na pakikinig sa mga kantang nakakarelax at magpapagaan ng loob mo.
tsss. wala lang, ang boring ng post ko. REDUNDANT kasi. :)) :))
bear with me guys, tutal. 3 days nalang naman ipapasok natin.
ok? connection?
and i'd give up forever to touch you.
another night where i made my way through.
who's up for a sentimental post?
i know that i can never be that girl for you.
i haven't posted for quite a while. it was a fine day, but i always feel gloomy whenever i hear this song. it's called until i get over you - christina millan. i dunno why. it's not that i can relate to it, but it seems like everytime i hear it, i get struck from a part of the song. it feels good kasi with the things that are happening, somehow i need to release my emotions. and this helps me. really.
goodbyes always hurt. but if it's for the better, then say it. it may hurt for a long time, but the hurt will fade. kung ipagpapatuloy mo pa, at patuloy ka lang nasasaktan, wag nalang.
we don't need to find a setup where someone wins and someone loses.
it hurt so much it crushed us everyday.
sometimes, optimism can hurt like hell.
today reminded me that i should always hate days before the medalists' exams.
i don't really have much to say.
i just want to say sorry to someone i've hurt today, because of my stupid expectations. sorry.
and guys, don't expect too much. trust me. it gets harder everytime you fall.
why does every moment have to be so hard?
you love me no longer i know and,
..love fool! :)) :))
as an optimistic person, i'd say i've had a happy day. :|
knowing, pinapasok kami ng 6am sa school at wala naman palang shoot. absent siya. :( at nagkamisunderstanding pa kami ng bestfriend ko.
oh well. pero not bad naman. kasi naexmpt ako sa computer. wuhooo! masaya ako. :))
susko, ang init kanina nung TLE. amoy lupa pa. but it was surely a hell lot of fun! x)
as in, bonding nanaman with TC! we were all singing. :)) habang nagtatanim. like farmers. :)) faneeeyyy.
last day na nga pala ng mga medalist tom. haaay. mamimiss ko talaga sila. tsssss. si patrick naman kasi e. ngayon lang nakipagbati. :| haha. goodluck sa kanila!
ang lapit na ng summer. i can feel it! :)
basta, yun lang siguro ang mga nanyare today. boring nga e. pero masaya na din. :)
bakit ka ba pinabayaang mawala ng di inaasahan?
seasons are changing and waves are crashing.
..and stars are falling to break us apart.
87th post i think? well here it goes.
we're counting days till: kuya marlin's birthday
the medalists' departure. (awwwww...)
my birthday?
haai. i hate it when people change. i've been saying that since some of my close and trusted friends started changing, without me of course. and it hurts. especially when it's the one friend you've learned to trust and love. haai. ang saklap talaga. lalo na kung dati kayo yung pinaka close. tas ngayon. wala nalang. badtrip. overload.
bati na pala kami ni pat. :)
wala lang. ang saya noh? ang tagal din kasi namin hindi nag uusap. it's been 2 long, VERY LONG months.. and i'm glad that we're reviving our old friendship. but sadly, aalis na sila sa wed. . kung kelan sana super happy na namin. haai. i remember nung nagpost ako last year, bago din sila umalis. woo! memries. :))
yesterday was m!nt's birthday. we had our zl shoot and vid dulaan. and she treated us for lunch. ng ano? ng chicken fillet sa mcdo! haha! parang anlo lang e. :))
in less than 2 months, it's gonna be my birthday. i have no plans yet. but i think my mother is planning something. gusto ko siyang kasama. pero hindi pwede, as usual. adn friends nalang isasama ko. tutal, SOBRANG SAYA ko last year. kasi sila kasama ko. i'm hoping for a better birthday celebration this year.
i'm always hoping. .
till here. it's a long post, considering ang tagal kong tinamad. haha!
does it hurt when you think about me and how broken my heart is?